Serendipity.

And I think you still want me too. But you don’t.. didn’t want what we had. I’m sorry but I don’t understand how and why you can look at them as responsibilities. To me, they’re really not. I just genuinely feel happy when I do things for you, that’s why I do it. I regret saying you lose everything, you don’t, you’ll still have me. Always. We just lose what we have.. had right now. I’ll wait, if ever you do want this someday. Then we’ll just continue where we left off in our story.

This is gonna be the last surprise wedding video for today T.T

Would it even matter if I died? Compared to the billions of people out there, I’m practically.. non-existent. I have no purpose not even goals in life. Maybe I do have the tools to make something work, but in the end I have no desire, so I end up doing nothing, achieving nothing, just wasted time. So why the hell would I matter? Why would it matter if I wasn’t alive? At least if I was gone, I’d still be doing the world a favor by ridding one of its useless people.

October 08, 2012

Would this be enough as a suicide note? HAHAHA!

Another thing I like in UP is that we have bizarre professors, yung kung ano-ano mga trip na halos di mo masakyan. Yung tipong patatayuin ka sa lamesa pag recitation, yung open notes pero lights off na quizzes, yung mga Kom ang tinuturo pero nage-english.. Example, itong assignment namin ngayon sa Kom, kumain ng balut at gawan ng sanaysay kung paano kumain nito. School work pero alam mo yung ma’eexcite ka pang gawin? :D So kumusta naman yun diba? Anyway, dahil pa rin sa balut na yan ay nilusong ko nanaman ang karagatan ng Taft kanina para makabili nun, at mag-isa ko pang kinain sa dorm dahil wala si roommate, so sad:((

Sept. 16, 2012 

September 13. 2012

Dumating si mama kahapon! cheers! :D after some work in Q.C. she went to visit me and my kuya naman, we had our meryenda at sbarro where we, and by we I mean mostly me, devoured 3 large slices of pizza and lasagna:)) Then, went to shop for clothes. which I missed oh so very much since I usually don’t have time AND money for leisure because of school works >.< thank you, UP-_-
It has been a a month since I last saw her so I just went and did bla-bla-bla on her XD anyway, we slept at my Ninang’s house somewhere in Antipolo but I had to leave early this morning for my 10am class. Still, I got to spend a day without thinking of school stuff. Indeed, a well needed rest:) but now.. because of exams tomorrow, I have to pull off another all-nighter o.0

9 days till I go home
41 days till sembreak